My dad died a couple of months ago. At the time, I was on a holiday with a gent I date at London escorts, and I did not have the chance to say goodbye to my dad. It really affected me, and I sunk into this depression, and had to take two months off from London escorts. Things are much better today, but I still don’t feel back to normal. It is a little bit like I am waiting for my body to catch up with my mind. In my mind, I have got all of these crazy kinky thoughts going on, but nothing else seems to be happening.
My body has not returned to normal yet. The doctor had to give me some anti-depressants after my father’s death. I felt so guilty when I thought about the fact I had not been there for him. In the end, it became next to impossible for to get out of bed, and I was forced to take some time off from cheap escorts. It was not the sort of thing I had wanted to do, but I did not really have a choice. I just cried all of the time, and kept bursting into tears in front of my London escorts gents. Time off was the only solution.
Most of the gents I date at London escorts have been really sympathetic with me. They understand I am not feeling well and they appreciate my dad and I was very close. I am close to some of my gents at London escorts, and they have been the ones to help me through the worst of what I have been feeling. If it was not for some of them, I am not sure I would have been able to pull through. Now when I feel better, I am really beginning to miss my libido.
Instead of going to my regular GP, I have been seeing this homeopath. I was really sceptical at first, but one of the other London escorts I work with, had used her services. She is treating me with various remedies and I do feel better. Yesterday, she gave me a remedy called Sepia and I felt that it gave me a real boost. I was on my way to London escorts when I started to feel really horny which can be one of the side effects of Sepia. It was also like the fog had lifted from eyes, and I could see things more clearly.
I am sure my famous libido will kick in soon, and I will be back to normal. But I understand what the doctor is doing. She is taking things very slowly, and making sure that not too many things happen at once. I know that I would not be able to cope with that at the moment. My dad’s sudden death was an emotional shock, and to get your libido back after an emotional shock, can be very challenging. When my libido does come nothing is going to stand in my way at London escorts, and I have this feeling, my gentlemen will really enjoy it.